The doctor came in the morning. She held my hand and asked, "Was it worth it? Could it be worse than this? Please recall. Give me a hint. Anything will do. If this was the last time now you should tell us what to do."
I was afraid I guess. Now I can't think no more. I was so concentrated on keeping things together. I've learned to focus on, I didn't want to disappoint. Now where is everybody? Is it still light outside?